/facedesk (Emily is one of my coworkers. I keep confusing the names, but this is the first time that i'veslipped up. Yes i would totally bang her. )
[Emily and merkros sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g!] Alexander went over to the bathroom door, 'Sarah? You alright in there?'
After taking a long cold shower, Sarah has just finished brushing her teeth, when she heard Mira, then Alexander call out. "Yeah, I was just about finished!" She replies as she wraps her towel around her curvy body. She walks out the bathroom, "Sorry, I guess I took too long. You can use it now, if you want." She says as she heads for bed to wear her clothes. She pulls up her form-fitting jeans without any panties, and puts on her turtleneck sweater. Hoping the fabric is thick enough to hide her braless state. After she's done dressing up, she looks at Alexander. "So, leader, did I miss anything?"
"I was thinking, why are you so frustrated all the time? is it because we are new? if so...well I get it,compared to some of the most competent people like our supervisor we look like we should be pushing up daisies.I get it you don't want to be attached to people because we might die.....hell thats why I let the two ex-cops take the lead,I mean I don't want to care about people who may die,or can't hack it,but even then...well I say that the best way to send em off is to have them think you care." silas drops his head after speaking "all right I'm staying back here this time or I'd be useless....so I'm taking a shower" (totally expecting hibari to get pissed and stomp on him)
Mira wasn't leader, but if Alex didn't answer, she do it for him. "We decided stay tougether and go to local merchants. In first place, we paid visit to sawmill" She informed her, and resist feeling to slap Sarah in almost bare ass. She need to focus.
Alexander watched mesmerised, as the curvy Sarah stepped out of the bath. He wanted nothing more than to just grab that towel and see her in all her glory again. '"Leader"? You're playing with fire there, Sarah. What's next? "My leader"? Then translate it into German?' Alexander laughed nervously, half amused, half concerened some unsavory secrets might come to light. 'Well, it's not for me to tell,' he turned to Mira with a concerned look, 'It's for you to say or not say what troubled you this night, Mira. I think, you should say so. She deserves to know.' Expecting Mira to confide in the buxom American girl. 'I'll grab a shower while you two catch up.' He rummaged around his pack for something to wear and a towel. Finding them, he stepped in the bath.
Hibari thinks for a moment before responding. "Our job is exhausting on both an emotional and physical level. Sex is...one of the most intimate things that two people could do together. It's part of our job and it weaponizes us, but it's also one of our weaknesses. That's why demons are so dangerous. Not all of the scars they leave are physical. Do you wonder why I'm so frustrated? I'm not. It's professional detachment." She looks up at you. Her expression grave. "What happened to Mira yesterday... What if it had been worse? What if it had been more than just a phantasmal searching for a drop of energy? What if something really bad happened to her? What if you were trapped or restrained and you had to watch a group of demons using Sarah for their own pleasure over and over again until she stopped moving...and you knew that she would never move again? Would you be angry? Sad? Maybe you'd be paralyzed with emotion? But that's just it...you can't be. You can't be any of those things. You can't act out of emotion, because if you do then you'll be next. That's the quandary of a Hunter. How does one get so intimate with someone and still stay sane after you watch something happen to them? Nobody has the right answer. All of us have different answers to hide the scars. This is mine."
[If that dream was any indication, Alex might be a serial-flirtist, he's also a hopeless romantic. He's so dead, like deader than the Dead Sea on day of solar flares.]
Sarah raises an eyebrow at Alexander's bewildered expression, as he heads to the bathroom. "What was that about?" Sarah jokingly asks as she grabs a scrunchie from her duffel bag. She puts her long blonde hair in a pony tail, then looks at Mira. "Somethings troubling you? Do you want to, talk about it?" She asks with a worried expression.
"if it had been worse? if I had known I was going to see sarah die? I've seen death just like you, and your right, it does leave a mark. but the only answer I see is to accept that you will die from an emotion at some time.this is why I could lead,but will not because more than likely on land I would get them killed....and a dead team would be useless,as would a leader hell-bent on revenge. I respect your opinion, I have to agree,emotion will get us killed.I just wondered because well it worries me to see someone unhappy."
Mira sigh heavy, and put hair in hight pony tail, and started talking. "I was worring, that I can get pregnant, ok? I didn't for luck, but risk make me to think about what I'm doing before. Now I think how to change." Mira said all in fast speed, like She throw out heavy pack.
(If someone does end up dying, then they can go ahead and make a new character if they want to keep playing....So...Have at it? ) "Whether i'm happy or not is not something that you should be worried about." she sighs and closes her eyes.
Alexander stripped off his clothes and prepared the shower, he didn't need a cold shower like Sarah, just a nict soothing warmth. Testing the water, he stepped inside and took some soap. Getting a good lather going, he started singing under the shower, 'Schwarzbraun ist die Haselnuss! Schwarzbraun bin auch ich, ja bin auch ich!...' Spoiler: Volkslied [EDIT: Pavarotti didn't really fit Alex I think ]
"I see, that would have been troublesome considering what we do." Sarah was feeling a bit awkward seeing Mira not her usual feisty self. Sarah sits on her bed, not really having a clue on how to comfort her.
"well,dammit hibari,I'm a human not a robot: what the hell do you expect?" silas turns away from hibari....his face red,embarassed
"Mira lean back on the wall and look on the ceiling. Sounds od falling water and songs Alex can be hear in whole room." Don't worry Sarah. I clean my mind and now I have full attetion on the mission. I will not fail you. " She take of poket hone, and started correct her daggers. Probably it make her calmly. (Sorry guys, but I will go sleeping.)
