Far be it from me to tell other people their business and give unsolicited input like I know everything, though it sounds like you suffer from burnout and stress worrying about online life. I'm not an expert on these issues and am not going to act like I know how to solve them, but I'm rooting for you.
It's much better to enjoy the things that you do, rather than to force yourself to do an activity that you love or enjoy, as you'll learn to hate said activity the more you do so.
Not only that, but writings tend to sound much better when it's passionate than when it's treated like a job.
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