So I had an idea for a self-indulgent, semi-autobiographical story...but I'm worried that it would be in poor taste, or at least a bad fit for this site.
OK, real talk. I got out of an abusive household last year. I'm safe and OK now. But I obviously have a lot of complicated feelings about what happened, and I was considering working them out through writing.
I don't say this to fish for sympathy or anything like that. Again, I'm OK-ish. I just want to give some context for the story idea, which, as it stands, would go something like this:
-the MC (who's basically my self-insert, though I don't consider gender important) is a 20-something who's moved into their first apartment, to get away from an abusive family
-(haven't decided how to depict the abuse, exactly, though I would want to make it explicitly clear what happened, while also not being a one-for-one recreation of my own experiences)
-the MC spends a lot of time just lying around the apartment, due to a combination of depression and avoiding the COVID pandemic
-there's a magical map hidden in the apartment, which can be used to create entire fantasy worlds -which the MC uses to create a fluffy paradise, filled with therapeutic waifus
-(this is where the porn-y stuff comes in, obviously)
-(there's a couple different routes this could go, but I'd rather not do "the MC eventually leaves the fantasy world because it was just a crutch to avoid dealing with reality", It's too overdone and too on the nose)
Let me stress this: I'm still on the fence about writing this. For a bunch of reasons, but the big ones are that I'm worried it'll make people uncomfortable, or won't fit CHYOA. If you'd rather me not post it here, please say so. If I decide to write this, I'll just do it for myself on my own time.
OK, real talk. I got out of an abusive household last year. I'm safe and OK now. But I obviously have a lot of complicated feelings about what happened, and I was considering working them out through writing.
I don't say this to fish for sympathy or anything like that. Again, I'm OK-ish. I just want to give some context for the story idea, which, as it stands, would go something like this:
-the MC (who's basically my self-insert, though I don't consider gender important) is a 20-something who's moved into their first apartment, to get away from an abusive family
-(haven't decided how to depict the abuse, exactly, though I would want to make it explicitly clear what happened, while also not being a one-for-one recreation of my own experiences)
-the MC spends a lot of time just lying around the apartment, due to a combination of depression and avoiding the COVID pandemic
-there's a magical map hidden in the apartment, which can be used to create entire fantasy worlds -which the MC uses to create a fluffy paradise, filled with therapeutic waifus
-(this is where the porn-y stuff comes in, obviously)
-(there's a couple different routes this could go, but I'd rather not do "the MC eventually leaves the fantasy world because it was just a crutch to avoid dealing with reality", It's too overdone and too on the nose)
Let me stress this: I'm still on the fence about writing this. For a bunch of reasons, but the big ones are that I'm worried it'll make people uncomfortable, or won't fit CHYOA. If you'd rather me not post it here, please say so. If I decide to write this, I'll just do it for myself on my own time.